qzeebrella: (evilQzee)
Title: Thundering Hooves
Fandom: Boston Legal
Category: friendship/slash, what is the difference?
Rating: G
Pairing: Deny/Alan
Type of fic: Poem
Disclaimer: The show and its characters belong to others. No profit is being made from this story and no infringement is intended.
Possible Spoiler to today's episode )
qzeebrella: (timmy's coffee)
A Boston Legal fic by Qzeebrella
For [livejournal.com profile] watergal
happy early Christmas
disclaimer: I do not own Denny and/or Alan, nor is any profit being made from the fic below. Thus they will likely disavow all knowledge of me or be disgusted by my non-avarisious ways. Or hit on me because I'm pretty. Either way all is good. Now onto the poem.
Um, actually, an author's note first: It goes Denny, Alan, Denny, etc.

Grasp )
qzeebrella: (evilQzee)
Title: Symphony
Archive: Spockmccoyhaven
Fandom: Star Trek the original series
Category: Slash
Rating: G
Pairing: Spock and McCoy
Summary: A connection is made
Disclaimer: The show and its characters belong to Paramount. No profit is being made from this story and no infringement is intended.
An eyebrow lifts
             Blue eyes twinkle
A suggestion of disbelief
             A mischievous grin
Eyebrow raises higher
             Grin turns to smirk
Is intrigued
             Is amused
Is captivated
             Is captivated
      And ensnared

Curiosity swells inside
             Hope surges up
Debate is pursued
             Argument joined
Is fascinated
             Is enthralled
Gets to know the other
             Begins to trust the other
Drawn to the other
             Drawn to the other
       Almost as if fated

Seeks to understand
             Looks for hints 
Wants to know more
             Hoping to learn
About this unique man
             All that makes him, him
Needs to know
             Longs to learn
Can he accept me
             Can he accept me
       For who I am

A devotee of logic
             A deeply caring man
A seeker of knowledge
             A healer first and foremost
A man you can rely on 
             An honourable soul
Trustworthy and true
             Caring and gentle
Dedicated to his duty
             Dedicated to his duty
      Yet longing to belong

Oh so alone
             Lonely and afraid
Longing for companionship
             Yearning for love
Turning to the other
             Finding it in the other
Ever so slowly
             Steadily heading towards
Making a connection
             Making a connection
       With the other

Tentative at first
            Oh so careful
Slowly building a foundation
            Steadily making in roads
Toward a lasting bond
            Towards a lasting love
Ready to join
            Eager to belong
To the other
            To the other
       For life and beyond

Committing himself entire
             Giving his heart
Becoming one with him
             Joining together as one
Katra dancing inside
             Soul rejoicing
At the unbreakable bond
             The lifelong bond
Belonging now to him
             Belonging now to him
      Forever more

Contentment filling him
               Love overflowing
Inner peace achieved
               Feeling safe and loved
Never and always touching
               Touched mind to mind
Entwined together
               Never to be untied
Completed by the other
               Completed by the other
       And finally home

An eyebrow lifts
               Blue eyes twinkle
        And a lifelong dance
qzeebrella: (evilQzee)
OH! As a fyi. I will be able to vote in the upcoming federal election, now I just have to decide who to vote for.
qzeebrella: (evilQzee)
Title: 20 random facts about aberforth dumbledore
by: Qzeebrella
Disclaimer: aberforth is the creation of J.K. Rowling. No profit is being made from the below and no infringement is intended.
Rating: G
Written for The Harry Potter Random Facts Fest, rules and info can be found "here at insane journal"
Thanks Iulia for running this.

Aberforth Dumbledore )
qzeebrella: (howdy)
Behold... My Future
  I will marry Leonard McCoy.  
  After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in Vulcan in our fabulous House.  
  We will have 2 kid(s) together.  
  Our family will zoom around in a platinum klingong bird of prey.
  I will spend my days as a steward, and live happily ever after.  
whats your future

obviously this is set in between Search For Spock and The Voyage Home...
qzeebrella: (lookaLJpost)
so, I've been climbing up twenty flights of stairs, every day, while at work. Yesterday, I became curious as to how many feet up I have climbed this week. So, today I measured the height of a few stairs (all of them were 18 centimetres) and multiplied that by how many stairs were in each flight (14) then multiplied that by one hundred to get the total. *trumpet blare* I have managed to climb a total of 25,200 centimetres (25.2 meters). A metric to Imperial converter I found through google says that is the equivalent of 826.771 feet.

I then checked out how high a mountain has to be to be a mountain and not just a hill. Wikipedia says it has to be over 10,000 feet. So, I've climbed a little over 40% up a mountain. And since I've climbed an average of twenty flights of stairs every day this year, this means that I have climbed four mountains since the beginning of the year. Or a bit more than 40,000 feet. Unless my math is wrong and it could very well be as math was never my best subject. But the thought that I've climbed at least one mountain in height since the beginning of the year makes me feel very accomplished.
qzeebrella: (evilQzee)
I went for a walk today and this poll is a result of something I saw and then had to think twice about.

[Poll #1094602]
qzeebrella: (evilQzee)
So, I went to see Elizabeth: the Golden Age today and the following fic is a result of watching the movie.

WARNING contains a lot of spoilers for the movie.

Title: Her Royal Highness
Author: Qzeebrella
Author's e-mail: Qzeebrella@gmail.com
Author's URL: none
Date completed: October 20, 2007
Archive: is there anywhere I could archive this?
Fandom: Elizabeth, the Golden Age
Category: Historical Romance
Rating: G
Pairing: Queen Elizabeth I/Elizabeth (Bess) Throckmorton, Queen Elizabeth/Sir Walter Raleigh, Throckmorton/Raleigh implied.
Summary: Queen Elizabeth, the first, reflects on how two people have touched her through their actions.
Warnings: I’m messing with history, more than likely.
Spoilers: The movie Elizabeth: The Golden Age
Disclaimer: The show and its characters belong to William Nicholson, Michael Hirst, Studio Canal, Working Title Films. No profit is being made from this story and no infringement is intended.
Author's notes: I imply that Elizabeth had lesbian urges, which is likely not supported by historical records. But, then, most of what people assume about Queen Elizabeth the first and Sir Walter Raleigh does not have any historical records to back it up.
The rest of the story )
qzeebrella: (mirrorbutterfly)
So, I was recently talking to someone on my flist who was doing some self-examining and mentioned, "I don't know what you believe..." in regards to religious faith. And it made me pause for more than a moment for I suddenly realized that it had been awhile since I asked myself that and because it had been awhile, I wasn't entirely sure what I believed, if anything anymore. I thought about it for a long while, then went on with my daily life, still not sure where I stood in regards to my religious/personal beliefs. The fact my brain and soul just sort of lapsed into a type of shock from not knowing, made me think about this on and off ever since.

Then I wrote a fic series from the POV of a character who was raised in a fairly different belief system than I was, though there were some similarities. Like we shared a half of a bible, the character forming his beliefs from the torah and the talmud, me from the bible, both old and new testament. After finishing this series and sending it off to a beta, I realized I wouldn't be able to figure out where I am now in regards to my personal beliefs unless I examined where I had been so far.

This led to a deeply personal poem, one of the longest I have written. I wrote it today, starting it in one building, continuing in another nearby building, walking a bit and stopping to write a few more lines, going to a different area of the city and writing a bit more. Then walking and stopping as lines came to me and even walking and writing at the same time, in a very quiet parking lot, so as to get down what I needed to say. I then went to yet another building, a local mall and walked and stopped, wrote and thought, walked some more, talked to an aquaintance I hadn't seen lately and then walking a bit more, sitting, writing and finally finishing the poem.

As I said, it's a deeply personal poem. One long section of it bringing me close to tears as I wrote it for how it made me remember a very dark period of my life and what that dark period felt like.

This is the result )

Though I mention having joined two different faiths in here, I don't name them. Though some of you may guess what they were privately, please do not share your suspicions here for there is a reason I don't name them. After all, for all I know, one of you belongs to one of those two faiths that weren't right for me, but may be perfectly right for you.


Sep. 3rd, 2007 11:01 am
qzeebrella: (evilQzee)
so, I got to wondering about various characters in the fandoms I follow and what they might wear for undies (if anything).

For example, what does Garak from DS9 wear?

What do purebloods in the Harry Potter fandom have for underwear? Is it undershirts and long pants? Something old fashioned? Like does Narcissa and McGonnagal have to wear corsets?

What do Bodie and Doyle wear under their clothes?

How about the Doctor from Dr. Who? Or his boyfriend Jack?

What do Denny Crane and Alan wear?

So, any fandom, any character(s), tell me what they do/do not wear as underwear.


Aug. 29th, 2007 11:37 pm
qzeebrella: (butterflyonflower)
from [livejournal.com profile] kahvi

Give me the names of two characters and I will tell you why A loves B. I might answer with a drabble, a vignette, a quick bit of meta, or a list.
qzeebrella: (abstract smiley)
Lines intersect
   though they are parallel
The squared circle
   laughs mournfully
To go up
   you must go sideways
And there is no way over or through

No admittance
   so go on through
The way to get there
   is by going past here
But there is no here
   for it does not exist

Except in my mind
   which is missing
If found
   please return to the first available operator
Press one to exit
   do not stay on the line
For the line ends now
   or maybe later
Tune in tomorrow
   for less information


Aug. 16th, 2007 10:53 pm
qzeebrella: (mirrorbutterfly)
Today I started crying
Because I found a part of me
That I didn't know was missing
This very tiny bit of me
That I have found just now
Has made my life richer

And though I didn't realize
That it was missing
Until this very moment
I still somehow felt the lack
Of not having it
Within my grasp

For now that I have
This tiny, precious part of me
Safely tucked away
In the very depths of me
I now feel
Than I did a minute ago

Back when I had no idea
I was missing
Part of what makes me whole.
qzeebrella: (mirrorbutterfly)
I see you going away from me
A little bit at a time
Wisps of memories ever falling
From your fingertips
To drop into nothingness
Confusion and anxiety bite at you
Chewing at your mind
Weighing you down and dragging me under

Knotty tangles twist in your brain
Strangling every thought you have
Making you slip away
Every moment of every day
A little bit more of you dissolves
Leaving you a stranger to yourself
Leaving me here unable to help
And aching for you

All we have is our memories
All we are is made up of memories
And yours are slipping away
Falling from your fingertips
Dissolving into nothingness
Where confusion and anxiety reign
Tearing at you
Until you are not quite you anymore

This is ever so terrible
But more terrible still
Is that sometimes you come back
For a moment or two
And then slip away again
The knotty tangles taking you away
Leaving you bereft of the memories
You once held so dear.

C.A. Erickson
qzeebrella: (lookaLJpost)
I'm going friends only for various reasons, if you'd like to be friended by me, just let me know who you are. I'm fairly sure I'll be willing to friend anyone who cares to read through my posts about my work as a nurse's aide, my personal life, my poetry and my stories - some of which feature same-sex love. Just reply to this entry if you want to be added as a friend.

As an aside, anyone willing to make a friend's only banner for me? And put it up for me on my LJ? (I'll arrange for a temporary log in code to whomever is willing to do it, as long as I trust you. And if you're currently on my flist, I trust you.)

p.s. I am NOT defriending anyone, so if you're already on the list you're staying on it. Bwahahaha!


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